complete delivery

Let's go to the Word, today's topic is "Entrega Completa" and it is brought by Valerie González. She pastors with her husband Gerson González in two places, not in one but in two places. Imagine that at the Calvario Worship Center in Woonsocket - Rhode Island and at the Cristo Rey Congregation in Dorchester - Massachusetts here very close to us.

Something that characterizes Valerie is that she is dynamic in every way, God has endowed her with many gifts; He not only preaches with the anointing of the Lord and with understanding, but he also has gifts of singing, acting, planning and, on top of that, he has many other gifts. She is also an excellent wife, the mother of two teenagers, right? pre-teens, spends her time in many activities and is a woman who is passionate about ministering to women as are all of us. So let's greet Valerie with a round of applause.

Valerie: Blessed. I have to tell you that while I was there in worship I had an argh moment! and I'm not, well I have to say: before I wasn't such a crybaby, now after I met Meche (laughs) and I'll explain in a minute why I say it like that. This, I had a moment where I looked around and knowing that the subject is Complete Surrender, we have studied this subject through the Condesino daughters, but we simply say daughters there because we have crossed paths with many Americans and they come and it is always a bit difficult for them, well what unites us all is that we are all daughters.

It doesn't matter what your past is, it doesn't matter what your future is, if you are a woman here on Earth you have to be a daughter, but what unites us in our blood and in our spirit is that we are daughters of the same Father. And when I arrived in the city or in the New England area, I came because I married my husband Gerson González, a very handsome man, thank God for his benefits, he considers all our wishes and well, when we get married we marry with the mentality that many They have such a perfect marriage, everything is going to be, everything that is broken is fixed when you get married, right?

But we find ourselves in very difficult moments and for me it is very special to talk about this issue here because I know that part of my experience as a woman, as a Pastor; I was not a Pastor when I first walked through those doors but I was a woman who needed to give herself up, I was a woman who believed that everything was in its place, in order because since I was young I have lived alone I have tremendous parents but my parents decided to move and take my house with them to Florida and I did not want to leave and I was in the city of Pennsylvania and I had to learn to live alone, and when you are young you start to live alone you believe that then you can do everything and you can put everything under control and there is no need to hand it over because: God don't worry right? I am going to give you the day off because today I have everything in control.

And we take that attitude that we really do not have to give up and it is important not only to focus on the word delivery but it is a complete delivery, we cannot keep anything we have to give up the good, the bad we have to totally pour it out before the Presence of God because sometimes even what is good and that we believe is so good, we find out that it is not as good as the good that God really wants to give us and by staying with it we miss out on what is really good, I don't know if you understood that but I did I have lived and I understand it very well.

But in a moment of a broken heart, in a moment when what my nature wants to do is fight back, when one is hurt, when one is mistreated and when one finds that it is unfair one wants; I was born in Brooklyn and I am small but brava you know? and I told my husband from the beginning because we warn before it happens so that everything is very clear, I told him: number one, this is not a baseball game, you don't get three strikes and you're out, one and you're already out, ok? You have been warned, right?

And number two, if you put your hands on me other than to caress or love me, you are much bigger than me, you can do more than me, but at the end of this there will be an area of your body that will say : Valeria was here. And that was my way of thinking, my way of living, I was fighting for what was mine, wanting more and knowing that I could achieve it, but when I reached a moment in my marriage when things were not as they should be because of the effort that had Since the Lord brought me to these doors; there we met Pastor Miranda and his Pastora Meche.

And I remember one of our first conversations. She started because in the conversations that they were having with my husband I was not liking them very much because they were talking a lot about Grace, a lot about the love of those things when what he needed was a good "splash" so that he would wake up and say : Lord, if you want I'll help you, in this yes but no, everyone talking about Grace and what if this and me: how is that man going to manage if they don't really tell him how he has to live?

And then when I finally have time to sit down with her Pastor, I know she's going to understand me, she's a woman and she's finally going to take someone by my side and when she starts talking to me about compassion, what, now I have to sit down too to hear of compassion? but what they taught me was how to surrender, how to surrender. She taught me to fight without words, she taught me to fight with actions, to fight with love, to fight with grace because God's love can do much more than what we can.

I don't know what circumstance you are facing this morning and for what reason the Lord brought up this topic of Complete Surrender, but I want to tell you from a personal experience that the moments in which I live now things are not perfect but in this performance, in this total dedication, I know that everything will be fine; I have a peace that I have never had, I have a security that I have never had and when things and even this year in full dedication the doctor comes to tell me: oh Pastora you have such and such and such and I: oh yes well ok and he He tells me: It's not that you don't understand and I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis.

"It's that you don't understand" no, I do understand, but more than understanding this disease, I understand that God told me that if I give myself up, He is in control. I understand that I no longer have to continue giving credit to the enemy for things that maybe he is not in the same city or in the same neighborhood and we blame him without knowing that God is trying to take us to a moment where we are on our knees completely surrendered to Him.

And whatever we go through we go through in this life because we have to live in this world but God wants to show the world how His daughters can walk through this world, go through what others go through but it's not the same experience because years before we you arrived here, years before destined daughters could exist, God had raised a Ministry of women building destinies because if there are no built destinies there can be no destined daughters.

So that you can see how the Pastor speaks and says that we are: yes we are linked, this is about a body. We talked this year of complete delivery but do you know where we are delivered? in His Hands, we are linked when we live through the Spirit. Isn't it a totally different experience than what you have with me? We are on a journey together where God, after all, all he wants to prove is that we are His. We are in His Hands, He protects us, He loves us, He cares for us, He forgives us, He restores us that everything we need is in Him. Hallelujah.

And that's why I live a life trying to find God in everything. Do you still see this little bracelet? This little bracelet is born from the message that we want us women to be able to understand. The number 7 is the number of perfection, it is the number of fullness, the circle, the week is complete in the number 7; Well, here there are 7 of each pebble because we are completely delivered. The vessels mean: we are each one of those vessels and I give myself completely 7 times, I am completely given to Him.

Red is: I am fully loved, Purple is: I am fully empowered, Clear is: I am forgiven because He takes my sins and makes them so clear that when I look at my sin I can't see the sin if I don't I see the Grace of God, I see how He was able to wash and change and clean me; the woman that I am today would not get along with the woman of twenty years ago because they were not but God has taken us through a journey and it is a constant delivery.

Because it is not giving ourselves up for this moment, it is not giving ourselves up for this Saturday, but making a decision: Lord, I am completely surrendered to You, my body, my spirit are completely surrendered to You, when my emotions arise and say: today I do not want to They have no other choice to praise you because there is a law in my life that says: I am delivered and I live according to the law of the Spirit and not according to the law of the flesh.

This morning I want to bring you a thought on a story that this year has been ministering to me throughout the year. As we talk about Complete Surrender I'm going to be talking about a story found in Second Kings chapter 4, a pretty well known story and I think this morning if I can try to see the greater purpose, I know that God always has multiple purposes, He does with one thing, He is so. He tells us: be fruitful, multiply but He does not tell us to do something that He cannot do so in His plans we sometimes believe: oh this is what God wanted to do and then we talk to other sisters and we see that the same Word it has caused multiplication in different areas because all our needs this morning will be satisfied.

Although they are different all the needs will be satisfied and I want to go even more so that this is a preamble to the needs that will be satisfied November 9. I believe that God brought me here to inspire you woman so that you do not think this year only about you but that you begin to think or that you make your need cause you to cause an even greater miracle than you were expecting. We have to stop asking and think that God only cares for us and satisfies our need, but we have to understand that we serve a God who is not going to ask you for a complete delivery without Him having the desire to give himself completely.

And when for this reason we say: I will change my sadness because if you take what you have and you empty it before the Presence of God, God feels so motivated to fill you with something better, something greater; it will never leave you empty, it will never leave you lacking, but rather it will fill you until it overflows and here is a story about overflow and I don't know about you but I want and am living this moment of overflow in my life .

But not all abundance begins with a moment of abundance but it says here that this woman in Second Kings chapter 4 says that: "There was a woman of the women of the sons of the prophets and she cried out to Elisha" she went to the prophet, she went to the place where she knew she was going to receive not the word of man but the Word of God. It is important that in your need you stop looking for resources that have nothing to do with what God says for your life, but you have to be wise and go to the place where you know that God is going to speak, where the spokesperson for God is. .

We have to stop listening to what society says, what everyone says through your condition, if not look for the Word of God, look for where you know that God is going to speak to you. And this woman went to this place and says: "Your servant, my husband" she knows him intimately, she is not talking about someone she does not know. She says: he was your servant but he was my husband I knew him intimately and he was a God-fearing man, she tells him he has already died hallelujah.

And she tells him: "And the creditors have come to take my two children, to take my two children." What she had is that she lost her husband and in those days women were basically supported by men; you were, your status in society had to do with who you were married to, it all had to do with generation and this woman was feeling that she was about to lose who she is because she knows that she is not just a daughter of the prophets but she is the wife of the servant of the prophet and she has children who are to continue with an inheritance but now when her husband died there was something, a debt from the past something that should have been in yesterday but that yesterday has now appeared in today and wants to steal your future.

I was not there simply to rob her one day but she wanted to take her children and she went to the Lord and she said: I know how I have lived with prophets, I have lived with servants of God I understand that God's plan for me is not without a future, I know that God has a future, a destiny for me and my future and my destiny is in His Hands because I cannot go anywhere else but into His Hands so that God gives Word to me and teaches me how I will reach that destination.

She introduced herself as the daughter "I am the daughter of the prophets" and I like the prophet's response, the prophet tells her: and what am I going to do for you, what am I going to do for you? Sometimes we appear before God with our complaints and we say: Lord, this is the problem and this is that, but we don't even have a clear idea of what we really want from God. Sometimes I have known women who are so attached to their pain that they come crying before the Presence of God but they do not want God to heal them.

I know it sounds ridiculous but there are some women who live their lives and have been known for their bitterness. His fame is his bitterness, his attention is his bitterness. Well, I have come before You, oh God, so that you can change what I am for what You want to give me, but do not touch my pain, whatever You want, Lord, totally delivered, but You know that this scar, at least leave that scar for me. tell people what I've been through.

And he says to her: "What am I going to do for you?" and it doesn't say what the answer is, but I believe that God has to take us to a place where we have to start thinking, what do I want? And even if what you want is not what God wants to give you, at least your intentions are revealed to yourself because sometimes we do not realize our own intentions and in order to have a complete surrender you have to surrender your intentions. , you have to give it up completely and he says: "Tell me what is in your house."

I know that when we go before the Presence of God, especially in moments of adoration like this morning, we lose ourselves in that spiritual moment, in that moment where the Presence of God is so powerful, fills us so much, takes us to a fifth heaven, but so that God deal with us we have to go back downstairs and see what is in our house. You cannot think that God is going to do something here that is going to be maintained without affecting your house. You have to start from the place where you live, the place where you are engaged, if there is a place.

Your job is temporary. Your job can do anything but after work you can lose your job and where are you going to return? to your house where you live and we are all going to return and there the Lord has to begin the work because there you are going to lie down and there you are going to get up and to be totally surrendered you have to surrender your awakening and your going to bed. You can't just look for moments in your life.

And she had to think: what do I have in my house? and she said: "Your servant has nothing in her house but a jar of oil" and sometimes we don't realize who we really are. Yes, she understood that she was a servant, yes, she understood that there was oil in her house, but she did not understand the power of the oil that was in her house, she did not understand the power of the vessel that was already in her house. She thought little of the little she had, but she did not know that the prophet was about to tell her: you know, you are not the only one who thinks little of what is in your house.

I want you to go to the neighbors and knock on their doors and you will realize that you are not the only one in need because that woman was not asking for the abundance that was in those homes. He said: "Go and look for an empty vessel" and I want you to know that in your neighborhood, at your work, at your school there are many women who have empty vessels at home and need to be filled with the fresh oil of God. He says: I am going to show you that I am such a great God that I am not only going to satisfy your need but I am going to satisfy the need of every empty vessel that is around you.

In His Hands it is not just a conference, in His Hands it is the place where they are going to bring the vessels and do as the prophet says, they are going to close the doors; There will be some who will not be able to arrive, there are some who will not be able to enter, but those who do reach that place there is a promise: the more vessels, the more anointing will descend and there will be no need. The oil stopped when the vessels stopped but God is commissioning this group of women to think beyond their need.

This is not like today when I can rent a luxury and go house to house and take your pot and put it in my car, then go to another house. This woman had to go and touch and grab a pot and then the weight of that pot she had to carry to her house, deposit it, then go out again because she only has two hands and there aren't enough for all the pots but there is a effort, a task that takes when you can hear the Word of God and you can believe that God really said that there will be anointing in that place if you really understand the power of the anointing that God is going to pour out in that place you You would go door to door saying: I don't want your abundance but bring your need, give me the empty vessels because I know where they will be satisfied, I know where they can be filled. There is so much need around us.

I love it because when we did the daughters' conference last week we asked the women to bring vessels and they all brought vessels and then we put them on the altar, the altar was full of many vessels and if you go to a store they will accommodate it for you everything so that everything looks good with the color and some colors here, others like this and they were all different sizes of different colors and it looked like they should not be on the same table but the difference attracted so much beauty to that altar. They all looked like they fit together, like such a precious portrait of what is different because not all needs are the same, but when we unite our needs before the Presence of God, what we previously thought was a need turns into beauty.

And we can thank God for our needs because without our needs we would not know the fullness of God, the power that is in God. I know that you can't see it now, but I have a mission today. I am in Boston not only for this conference but something that even when I think about it right now moves my heart. We are talking about Complete Surrender, moments where we must surrender everything, but my question is: we have reached the moment where to be here, are you willing to risk your life? because that is Total Surrender.

And I know it sounds drastic but I could see with my own eyes someone risking their life because they heard the Word of God. Right now she's at the Bring on the women here in Boston, she's like a 35 year old single mom, she was diagnosed with cancer. She is at a point where she is so frail and weak that she was walking with a cane but she heard that God said that He was going to fill her there. And I saw the women coming and I know that many of them had a lot of difficulty getting there.

And we do our best to try to get the women to come so much that, Pastora, I need to sit down with you to talk because I think we need a new plan, because since we do it for free it is an optional package, so you have the option that if you want buy the package, you don't have the excuse that money is a reason to get there but people take advantage. When you see that: oh it's free I don't have to register and you want to do your best to prepare the place and the women wait until the last minute or say: but since there is no commitment.

And you have to make a commitment. You cannot give yourself completely without having a commitment. This woman delivered in her heart: I don't care that the doctors say that I don't have to be there but if I have to risk my life I'm going to risk it. And she appeared in that place and I know that there were other difficulties but she gave herself completely.

And I go to see her in the hospital and we have made a painting for her because the Lord put it, when I saw her it touched me so much that I said: there are many people praying and I know that God has the power to heal her and this afternoon we are also going to pray but the Lord told me: I did not bring you here to pray for her, I brought them because I want to sing a song about her. And we brought her to the front in her wheelchair and Ingrid Rosario came who was with us and she is a tremendous woman of God and she begins to sing: He loves us, how much He loves us and the dancers begin to fan this woman with their fans. woman and this woman if the Lord took her today tells me that God gave her the best moment of her life in that place.

Because she said: I cannot allow anything, I have to deliver everything and so much so that I came and hugged her and I wanted to minister to her and she began to yell at me, to speak the prophetic Word about my life and I said: Lord, to Sometimes we look at each other and see those who are fine, those who are healthy and are here and there and we say: wow that is complete surrender but I see a woman who seems fragile, a woman who seems to be broken, a woman who seems to be there must be no hope, a woman who must be crying, a woman who must be locked in her room but she says: I refuse to be what my body says I should be, I refuse to be what others try to define because I gave myself completely to God; I believe in His Word and nothing is going to stop me from being in the Presence of God, from being in His Hands.

What is your difficulty this morning? The Lord has brought you to this place simply to tell you that you can trust your life in Him, that He really has wonderful plans for your life and although Total Surrender is not easy because in truth, when I say that the Lord makes us live He gives us songs and in His Hands it sounds so beautiful, right? It sounds like such a comfortable place and He likes to play with my emotions because he gives me songs that: wow and I say this is going to be tremendous but then I have to live. I have to live moments.

I have not spoken about what the Pastor has been through this year but I know that for her to be there and direct and let you know that in Her Hands is the place she had things that came into her life to try to move her out of God's hands but she can stop today and say: in His Hands is the safest place, in His Hands is where we should be. I can stand here and say: give yourself completely.

Because? because we know that when you give yourself completely at the end of everything we know that God has the last word. And while I look at His Word, while I look at what He has done in my life, there is not a single Word that He has said for bad, but everything has been for the good, so I trust His Word.

Now I spent the whole year looking at this story and trying to see God, to see God in everything and I am like that, the Lord speaks a Word to me and when I have to make a decision about what the Lord is saying and I try to measure it because if I don't keep that Word in my mind I lose myself. I had a moment, I would say about six or seven years ago, where I felt that my faith began to waver, it hadn't even been lost, but it began to waver and it put me in a state of panic so much that I looked at my husband and I said: I have to go, where are you going? I don't know but I have to go to a place to find my faith. Did you lose your faith? no, but how are you going to find your faith?

I need to go to a place because I understand that my faith is tied to everything that I am, to everything that I live and if I lose this faith I lose everything. I lose my identity, I lose my destiny and I lose everything. And my husband, who is not dramatic at all, picks up the phone: Pastor Miranda, my wife is going to leave me! Yo Gerson, why did you call Pastor Miranda? because you are going to leave me! I did not say that I am going to leave you, I said that if I lose my faith I lose you, I lose my children, I lose everything.

What I need is a moment alone with God because I don't understand exactly what is wrong but I know that something is wrong and I don't know how to live unless I am completely delivered and that is where God wants to take us, where when we feel it is not Getting to the line of sin is that from here I know that there is the line of the presence of sin, that I know that I am so dedicated that I do not want to see it or to have it done.

And Pastor Miranda made arrangements and that and I ended up in a hotel near here and I remember that when I got to that room I said: I have a weekend but you know me I don't have another hour because your absence is too much for my. Feeling so close, when you have him so close, feeling that you take a little step to the side is devastating for someone who is totally devoted to God.

And I know that God sometimes allows moments of absence in our lives so that we need each other so that we understand how much we need Him, but I said: Lord, I can't resist, I can't resist, I don't recognize myself and I remember that in less hours later I was able to call my husband and I told him: good news dad, I'm not going to leave you. What's more, you can bring the children, you can come and we will enjoy the weekend together.

Because God knows your needs, God promises that if you give yourself totally to Him He will give himself totally to you and when you are in need you can say like this woman, she went to the prophet and said: "You know." I can go to the Lord and say: You know there is plenty of time but I don't have time for Your absence, I need You in my life, I need to be totally delivered, surrendered to You.

This morning we have to give ourselves up and the good thing about God is that when we give ourselves up He tells us: You know? I am going to satisfy your need but He could not leave me in that room satisfied, He said: call your husband, call your children and I told them: come. And on that weekend we were filled, my family was filled. God will never, ever make an appointment for you to pour His oil without more vessels because your vessel is not enough for His anointing. He will always prepare a place so that you can go and knock on the doors and say: on this day we are not going to ask for Your abundance.

I want, I want you to know, bring your need because after this story, following this story is that of Elisha and the Shunammite; she had no need, she had in abundance, moreover, she had so much in abundance that she sought the man of God not to ask but to give, she wanted to give to the man of God but in her abundance she did not understand that she also had a need and the prophet He asked the same questions to her: what will I do for you? and her: nothing, nothing for me I'm fine, it's more I can do for you, I want to do for you.

And there are some who are perhaps in this place and say: I don't need it. This recession here in the United States of America has nothing to do with me, God has blessed me and God has allowed me to be in abundance to bless others and glory to God that you are blessing others, but? did you know? in you there is a need because there is a noise of footsteps in your house that perhaps you are not running and you are satisfied with what you have but God is not satisfied with what you have, He wants to give you more, He wants you to have further.

"And the prophet says to his servant: go and see what is in his house." And when you look at what is in the house, you will either find what God has already put in place to satisfy your need or you will find the absence of where God wants to create a blessing. But wherever you are you are a vessel that God wants to fill this morning and he wants to cause you to go and look for more women that are in the condition that you are, it will be worse, it will be better whatever God has enough anointing for you and for all the others.

Lord: this morning we thank you because your Word is in this place. We thank you, oh God, because you are not satisfied that we are simply women, we are simply daughters, but we are daughters because we are delivered to your destiny. We are daughters because we are not only seeking to fulfill our purpose, Lord, but You call us to this place to build destiny.

Lord, I ask you that in the heart of every woman who is in this place, in the heart that already, Lord, You are aware that they are here, You are aware of their need, You are aware of what they have done, of what what their husbands have done, what their fathers have done; Lord You have generational promises Father that You are very aware Father of what is happening in your life right now but there is a Word Lord that You have deposited that is not old, it is not from yesterday Lord that Your Word remains fresh in our lives .

And today You have come with a fresh Word, Lord, to remind us, Lord, that we serve a God that we can trust with our lives, that we can place ourselves in Your Hands, oh God, and that You will take care of us, if there is someone who on this day needs caresses from Your Hands Lord You have them for them Lord, if there is someone who needs to be raised in their esteem Lord Your Hands today can raise their esteem.

Lord, if they need healing, we are talking about the woman who touched the hem of Your cloak, Lord, but today You have come because You want to touch the women in this place, heal their hearts, heal their broken spirit, Lord, and raise, Lord, a conscience, Father, that not only we are healed by You but as Your daughters Lord we have received the authority to touch others and be healed, we have received the authority to knock on our neighbor's door, to enter their private places and say: share your need with me because I know where together we can go to receive God's fresh anointing to be filled to the point where there will be no more need.

Lord, You want to deposit Your oil again, Your anointing will never be lacking again, pour out, O God, until it overflows in this place. We are Your daughters and we surrender to You because who You are oh God You are our Father who cares for us, protects us and heals us. Thank You Lord for Your love and as we surrender to You we declare.

We declare First John chapter 3:1 which says: "How great is the love of the Father that I should be called a daughter of God." We declare Psalm 103:12 which says: "As far as east is from west so You have removed our transgressions from us" and have removed them from us, we are redeemed by You oh God the past, our sin cannot touch us. We declare Father Second Timothy 1:7: "For the Spirit has not given us a spirit of fear but of love and of a sound mind."

Lord, at this moment we declare what the Father has declared in each one of us. Remove all fear oh God, remove all insecurity but fill us with Your Power, fill us with Your love and give us a stable mind Father where we can have our thoughts of You totally surrendered and delivered to You in Jesus Name we ask you amen, amen and Hallelujah.

Thanks for this opportunity. I know that God, I can see in their faces that God is doing and God is just starting something. There is an appointment to finish the second portion, this is like medicine, we prescribe antibiotics, I am a dental assistant and sometimes we give the prescription and people leave and two weeks later they come back with a worse face than when they arrived, but what happened? did you take the antibiotics? yes i took them for the first three days and i felt so good i stopped taking them but the doctor doesn't say this is the only dose.

For the servants there are three doses, it is today, October 19, I think that is when they will receive being in one mind, in one spirit. It is important that if you are going to serve, it is in one mind and in one spirit and it is November 9 and I know that what the Pastor said: this year is going to be, it is not filled by numbers, it is that the more women the more anointing and I I don't know about you but I don't want a little oil, if it's a lot of oil I want to see the fullness of God. I am going to be there, I am going to be in that place and I join in knocking on the doors.

And we have to tell the women: there is an appointment, there is an appointment with God but take your dose on this day and let the Lord complete today's ministry for you so that you are ready for the 19th or for the 9th but God is doing great things through this ministry. Me, the year that our daughters calendar begins begins from October to September and we start our new theme that is: Realize.

Because what happens is that after God empties us and fills us and does something to us internally God begins to express on the outside so that others see what has already happened on the inside and we were able to drink, we had a large vessel in the middle of the altar and we were able to transform her into a woman because yes you are not literally I was going to say in Spanish but figuratively you are the vessel and we can figuratively see ourselves as women and see God's definition of us but when you come to see the literal we have difficulty.

But God in this year this Word Realize has this the beginning and the end at the same time. When you realize: oh, I understand now, but when you have completed something at the same time, it is realizing and God is making the Alpha and the Omega in us. God calls us vessels but He also calls us women and He is going to fulfill us and I thank God for this opportunity because I entered through these doors years ago as a vessel and I feel like a fulfilled woman. I know that there is much more that God is going to do but my prayer is that in my life I can demonstrate on the outside everything that God is doing on the inside because it is beautiful what God can do when you give yourself into His Hands. God bless you.

In response to the message that Valerie brought today she spoke of vessels, I know many times because I have experienced it in my own life. Sometimes, as Valerie said, we want the vessel to continue to be full of what is inside it. Many times it is sadness that we have not overcome, other times it is bitterness, a lack of forgiveness, sadness for whatever reason; so many emotions that we could say are inside that vase but I know that many times it happens that we want to keep the vase that way because it looks, from the outside it looks very beautiful, the vase does not look ugly, it is shiny, it has a good enamel , nice color.

But when we look inside we realize that a bad smell comes out of it and we have all been there. I remember many years ago that I believed that I had forgiven everyone, that I had to be forgiven, and one day when I withdrew, as Valerie did to find myself, I realized, the Lord showed me things that scared me. I saw one of the images that He presented to me was an apple, a precious apple with the luster of a perfect apple there was nothing and as I saw in my mind, the Lord speaks to me a lot with images inside here, I don't see them outside but here inside they are very vivid and I remember them very well.

The Lord was like that, I looked at the apple and I admired how beautiful the apple is because I understood that it was my life and I turned it around, around, around until on one side of the apple there was a part that was missing skin and was that part of the apple was rotten and I told him: uh oh that's not what I want to see and my mind immediately wanted to close off the possibility that I had to deal with something even deeper and the Lord was so clear and challenged me and I was there in that seat with struggle.

Sir: what do I do? no, I can't I've been hurt there I can't, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to and the Lord told me: but what do you want? Do you want to continue life with that rotten piece? What happens when there is a rotten part in an apple? Exactly, everything rots, right? even inside and I don't know if this has happened to you in the supermarket sometimes you buy an apple that may look precious and it just has a little dot, what happens? You go to your house, you cut it in the center and you realize that it is rotten inside and it smells bad and you would never eat it.

Well, many of us are like that, that vessel is full of those things that shouldn't be there and many times we cling to it because it's what we know and what makes us feel safe, but at one point we have to say: no more so far, I am going to empty that dirty water that is inside my vessel and I am going to allow the Lord to fill it with something good because as Valerie said, if you do that, if you take the trouble to load the vessel, tilt it and dump what that is inside and then add chlorine from the Spirit, the Lord will take care of giving you crystal clear, fresh, healthy water that will refresh you inside.

So the call that I want to make is pay attention: just come forward for prayer, I am going to ask the coordinators Valerie and all those who know that you minister here in the Church, only those, not for anything else but only those who they know that they have held on to something that they know is eating away at them inside, something that prevents them from growing further. Something that has become a God in his life.

Sometimes once the Lord gave me a Word for a very dear sister who has had very terrible struggles in her life and what the Lord showed me is that bitterness had become her husband. Imagine that: you being married to the bitterness what a terrible thing and she was married to the bitterness and did not want to divorce the bitterness.

Let's just go like this again, only those who know that what is there has its own life, has an identity and you know it and decide to live with it, come forward. I have understood that until one does not deliver that garbage that we have inside that we all have to one degree or another, the Lord cannot make His perfect purpose in us, it is impossible because the space is occupied by an entity and I do not I mean demonic entities, I'm not talking about that but it is something that has a life of its own and makes us limp in life.

Instead of running like that stealthily and lightly, that makes us limp and I have also understood that it is an act of the will. If you do not want it will not happen, God will not come with a magic wand and tin! ooh! clean water, no. He doesn't work like that. Do you know why he doesn't work like that? because He respects us too much, He respects us too much to do that in our lives. He wants us to collaborate with Him in everything including what we have inside that needs to be cleaned.