Author
Samuel Acevedo
Summary: The speaker is addressing a group at the Lion of Judah church, located on the historic boundary between Roxbury and the South End in Boston. He notes that the B2 police district, where the church is located, leads the city in shootings and violent fatalities. He then discusses Jesus' mission to destroy the devil's work and the weapon he used to accomplish it: love. The speaker explains that God has "weaponized" love and deputized Christians to use it to undo the devil's work. Jesus demonstrated this by entering our world, washing his disciples' feet, and laying down his life for them. The speaker encourages the group to love one another as Jesus loved them, in order to be his disciples and destroy the devil's work in their lives and communities.
The speaker discusses how God entered into our world through Jesus Christ, who experienced human emotions and struggles. He emphasizes that God wants to be a part of our everyday lives and experiences, and encourages listeners to surrender their darkest secrets and flaws to God. The speaker also discusses Jesus washing the feet of his disciples as a symbol of his willingness to touch the ugly places in our lives, and ultimately dying on the cross to save us from our sins. The message highlights the importance of trusting in God and following Jesus as the way to salvation.
The speaker talks about death and how Jesus sees it as a way to get to a beautiful place called Narnia, which represents heaven. The speaker encourages people to receive the love of Jesus and become part of the story. They offer a prayer for those who want to receive Jesus as their savior and welcome them home.
Iām saying this not just to this group. I think Iām really saying it to the powers of hell. Weāre not finished yet. Weāve a lot of work to do. We made a lot of friends. Weāre never going to see Grant Manor or Mandela Houses the same way again. Thereās no way that we could leave this church, go off to lunch on Washington street and come back and view that neighborhood, and maybe Iām speaking for myself, but view that neighborhood in the same manner. I think thereās something that God wants to do in this area and Iād like us to share about that a little bit.
We could go to John, chapter 13. The gospel of John, chapter 13, verse 33 to 35. As you seek in that, thereās a couple of demographics about where this church is located, geographically. What happens? What is so special about Lion of Judah? I mean every church is special. I believe that God plants churches in specific places to do specific work and thereās something extremely special. I believe one of the most special things about where this church is, literally itās physical location. This church is literally on the line, the geographic line historically separating the south end from Roxbury.
Roxbury has a rich, rich history going all the way back to the 17th century, that I canāt go into now, but there has been spiritual warfare over this region for centuries. One pastor that shared here, said that Harvard College their first classes were once situated, not in Cambridge, on the other side of the river but here. It started here. And as we went through Mandela houses and spoke to people there and prayed over people at Parmely Courts and saw Lord, weāve got our work cut out for us and listen to the Lord. Before we set out we said āGod, we want to taste your despair and we want to know what you think, how do you feel about this place that you created and that you sent us to.
Hereās a little bit more about the place where this church is. The city of Boston is divided into police districts by the Boston Police Department. The congregation Lion of Judah is situated in the Boston Police Departments B 2 district and the B2 district by a long stretch leads the city of Boston in shootings. The B2 district as of November of 05 had 82 shootings. Now, thatās 22 more than any other police district in the city of Boston, almost a 25% difference. 25% more than just about every other police district āour backyard, our backyard, our backyard leads the city in violent fatalities. That means our backyard leads the city in funerals. Our backyard leads the city in emergency trips to Boston Medical Center. Our backyard leads the city in bondage that leads to those things.
What does God have to say about that? When God sees that, what does he think about that? How does God respond Roxbury? When we tell God that, what is his response? I believe that John chapter 13, verses 33 to 35 is Godās response.
It says, ā⦠my children I will be with you only a little longer āheās telling this to the disciples. This is the scene. ā In a couple of hours Jesus is about to be arrested and about an hour or two after that heās going to be executed, summarily tried and executed this day. And the night before heās sharing with his disciples and heās giving them these instructions. He says:
āā¦. My children, I will be with you only a little longer. You will look for me and just as I told the Jews, I tell you now, where Iām going youāre not coming, but you cannot come, rather. But he says, a new commandment I give you, love one another. As I have loved you, love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples if you love one another.ā
Maybe what Jesus said is going to raise more questions than answers. For instance, why is he making love, of all things, why is he making a commandment? Can anyone do that? Can anyone really command us to love? And how in the world, what in the world does this have to do with people dying in Roxbury or with all sorts of other social ā¦..? what does this have to do with us? What does it have to do with my life? What does it have to do with my drama? What does it have to do with my scene? What is this?
You know, gosh, Iām almost tempted toā¦. I heard Tina Turner a second ago, āwhatās love got to do, got to do with itā¦ā whatās got to do with it? In order to do that, in order to know this, you have to know something about Jesusā mission. Why he is here. Why he came? And how Jesus plans to fulfill his mission? What is his mission?
Now, the great thing about this is that Jesus, this Bible, this word is not shy at all about Jesusā mission. Jesus knew exactly what he was doing when he came to this planet and he knew exactly how he was going to do it.
There is a verse, itās not even an entire verse, itās half a verse in the book of First John, itās a letter that the same fellow who wrote this gospel, wrote a series of letters to the churches, and his first letter to the church, Iām not even going to ask you to turn there. Iām going to just read it to you, in the First letter of John to the churches, chapter 3, verse 8 and a half. Itās actually just the second half of that verse, John writes this declarative sentence:
āā¦The reason the son of God appeared ādrum roll, please. āThe reason the son of God appeared was to destroy the devilās work, to destroy itā. To destroy poverty, fear, human shame, calamity, disease, death at its root source. To destroy all of ā¦. Extract and stanch all of the venom that has been coursing through the vein of human existence. To stop it at its root. To uproot the very source of all the source of human calamity. To destroy the devilās work.
And in the process of destroying the devilās work Jesus became hellās worst nightmare. Jesus, they knew thatā¦.. the hoards of hell knew that Jesus had arrived and that he meant business and he wasnāt playing and that he came to do something. And to this day the darkness respects him. To this day hell fears his very name because he continues this work. He continues to destroy the devilās work.
Now, how does he do that? What is the weapon that Jesus came up with that proved to be the terror of the legions of hell? How does Jesus accomplish this? Weak havoc on hell and the devil himself and reverse the curse as us Red Socks fans like to say. How does he do it? What does he do to destroy the devilās work? Hereās his weapon, itās real simple: his love. Ok.
Eyes are rolling because you were expecting this evangelist to say that, werenāt you? His love. And why are your eyes rolling? You know why? Because that word love has just gotten such a lousy wrap. Itās one of Satanās busiest accomplishments, one of the things he works on the most, itās to defang and neutralize the very thing that makes him most afraid. If nobody in this room knows what love even is and has no experience with that, and in fact when you hear the word love, maybe in your brainās computer youāre computing awesome pain.
Sometimes some of the worst pain youāve encountered in your life, youāve encountered in the name of love, someone or something or some experience has neutralized at best, and has reversed at worse, the very thing that makes love powerful. But when we begin to understand love the way God loves, you begin to understand how God has taken this idea of his love and he has weaponized it.
Now, have you ever heard that word in this Iraq nurtured environment? Weaponization, weaponized. The word weaponized to the Pentagon means to take something normally innocuous and innocent and focus it and concentrate it and put it in the barrel of something in order to make it destructive. And what God has done to the kingdom of hell is that he has taken the concept of love and he has weaponized it. So that now hell is terrified at the idea of love.
We weaponize atoms. Atoms are the smallest, most invisible, most innocuous substances in the universe that before we break them down into their essential elements. And in the mid twentieth century somebody founds a way to take atoms that have yet to be photographed to take atoms and find a way to create the most terrifying weapons that this world possesses out of them. Weāve weaponized atoms.
People in the Pentagon are very busy trying to weaponize the human common cold. Something that will give you the flu and keep you home for a couple of days, certain bright mind in the Pentagon is figuring out the way to wipe out billions of people by weaponizing viruses and bacteria.
Now, if you think that is scary, thatās the way Satan and his demons feel when you mention the love of God. See, in hell, when you mention the love of God youāre talking about a powerful, scary weapon, the only thing they respect, the only thing that could possibly undo the devilās work. How?
Because the thing is God has deputized you, Lion of Judah, heās deputized you, servant of God, heās deputized, child of God to no longer live in fear of hell but to destroy the devilās work in your life and the life of your home, and the life of your family, the life of your neighborhood, and the life of the people that you love the most, the people who have been wrecked the more by the devil, heās giving you the tool to undo the devilās work. How does he do it? How does God weaponize his love?
He spent that night with his disciples telling them exactly that. And weāre going to go there, weāre going to spend a couple of those, weāre going to look into that conversation. He did some things and he said some things that teach us how to turn Godās love into a weapon to destroy the devilās work.
He tells them, ālisten, Iām only going to be with you a little while longer. Thereās 12 of you, before the ends of this evening there will be 11 and you have against you the Roman army, you have against you every possible religious institution, you have against you centuries of tradition, you donāt have a dime to your name, you donāt have a house to meet in, you donāt have a budget, you donāt have a leader. Youāve got nothing. Iām going to leave in a couple of hours but Iām leaving you something and I want you to listen very closely, are you taking notes? If you get nothing else, disciples I want you to hear this: love one another. Did I say that close enough? Iām telling you as a command, this is not option, you are to love one another. I want you to love each other as I have loved you. The same things youāve seen me do I am expecting you to love one another, get that clear, Peter, Andrew, John, Bethany? You guys got that? You will be my disciples if and only if you love one another. You got it!
Now, Jesus, how do we do that? Well, Jesus that night leaves them some object lessons. He does three things. Earlier that night, letās go to verse 1 of chapter 13, earlier that night they meet for dinner and this is the scene. It was just before the Passover feast and Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave the world and to go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in this world he now showed them the full extent for his love. Look up for a minute:
the first thing that Jesus does is he enters our world, he enters our world.
You see, love at least Godās love, the way God loves canāt happen from a distance. It isnāt a philosophy, it isnāt a belief system. God was either going to love us from near or he wasnāt going to love us at all, and that was the whole idea behind the incarnation. Maybe youāve heard that word before. Youāll hear it around Christmas, thatās for sure, but the word incarnation comes from the Latin āin carnoā which means āin the fleshā. Youāve heard that. Are you coming? Yes, here I am, in the flesh, which means what? In person. In other words, a touchable, huggable, listenable, cleansable, killable, vulnerable God. Up close and personal, walking the streets with us, listening to us, in the market with us, at funerals with us, at weddings with us, walking down the road with us, at supper with us. A God like that.
Where do you think Hollywood got these ideas? Has everyone seen the new Superman? Cool movie, but I went to see it and I got Marina to see it because of a trailer, because of a trailer. It has one of the coolest trailers there is and in one of their trailers you hear the voice of the father talking to Superman, the son. And itās amazing and in the scene you guys whoāve seen it, oh⦠itās just cool. Man, why can Sunday schools come up with stuff like this?
Heās literally floating over the planet earth, checking it out and with his Superman hearing heās listening to every conversation thatās taking place. You know, every 911 call, every ambulance call. Heās listening to everything and overlaying it youāre hearing the father saying, āyou know, they could be a great people if someone could just show them the light, thatās why Iām sending you, my only sonā. And thatās something. Guau!, Marina, itās about the incarnation, we got to go, weāve got to see this. Thatās it, thatās it. Weāve got to see this Superman movie. And isnāt it like that?
Superman, our Superman, hangs his cape, puts on his Clark Kent glasses and walks among us, surrenders his powers just to be near us, just to be near us. You know, this Superman could now feel the heat of the sun in the desert that he created. This Superman felt hunger pangs, this Superman shed tears at peopleās funerals. This Superman danced and sang, and ate and rejoiced in peopleās weddings. This Superman knows what itās like for a mother to lose a son because he intervened with many mothers and many widows. And he knew his own mother was going to lose her son. This superman knew what it was like to be betrayed. This Superman knew what it was like to be murdered. This Superman knew what it was like to be wrongfully accused. This Superman knew what it was like to love the very people who were out to get him. And this Superman is the God that we worship.
Joan Osborne back in 1996 he says, a folk artist, back in 1996. Her biggest hit of her career is this song called āOne of usā and the chorus goes something like this: āwhat if God was one of us, just a slob like one of us, just a stranger on the bus, trying to make his way homeā. And for a period in history, for about 33 and half years, that was our God.
So that now when you pray, when you come before your God and youāre saying āLord, I have never felt so lonely in my life. God, with all authority will come to you and say āI knowā. I know what itās like to be lonely. God, what I just felt man, that was just searing pain and God with all authority will say āI know, that must hurt. I know what pain is likeā. So, when you tell God, āGod, no one seems to know why Iām hereā, your God can say āI know why youāre here. I know that Iāve created you.ā
Now, why would he do this? Why would he go through all this trouble? Because God is not going to be happy until he enters your world. Itās not enough that he entered our world. God wants to enter your world. He wants to be on the next seat with you on the bus, he wants to be on the bus with you, in the car with you, in the dorm room with you, at the commons with you, at your studying for the final with you, going to your work with you, working on your next project with you, facing your ogres with you. He wants to be with you at Christmas with your uncle and your aunt, and your grandmother and all the drama of home. He wants to be with you at the next funeral. He wants to be standing there covering you with his wings at your wedding. He wants to be with you when you give birth to your baby. He wants to be with you when you send your kid off to college.
And he definitely wants to be with you just a second and a half before you part this world. He wants to be with you, over you, around you, inside you. He wants to be a part of your world. And he is not going to be content until he is a part of your world. Heās going to knock, and knock, and knock on your door and say āIāve come as close as I could come to be a particular of your drama, to answer your prayers. Ok, Iāve heard you complain about heaven. Iāve heard you look this way. Iāve heard you wonder, Iāve heard your pain, I canāt do another thing for you until I am inside your world. I need to be particular of your world.ā
And God is not going to be happy until he is. So the first thing he does is he becomes part of our world. What else does he do?
Verse 2, goes on: the evening meal was being served and the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot at some assignment to betray Jesus. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power and that he had come from God and was returning to God.
So he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing and wrapped a towel around his waist and after that he poured water into a basin, he began to wash his disciplesā feet drying them with the towel that was wrapped round him. He came to Simon Peter who said to him āLord, are you going to wash my feet?ā And Jesus replied, āyou not realize now what Iām doing, but later you will understand.ā And Peter takes offense at this and he says, āNo, you will never wash my feet.ā And Jesus answered āunless I wash you, you have no part with me.ā
Whatās the next thing that he does? He enters our world and he washes our feet. Now, whatās happening here? The work that Jesus is doing is reserved for slaves, essentially itās reserved for servants. Back then, when an honored guest enters your house it was customary that the slave or the servant of the host of that house would wash the feet of the honored guest. One problem: the disciples didnāt have any slaves. The disciples didnāt have any servants. The disciples were just the disciples.
I heard one commentator say thatā¦. You remember thereāre several portions of scripture that record that they had an argument over who was the greatest. And one commentator suggested that that argument came up over the disciples. Ok, whoās going to wash whose feet? Now, I think Bethany, itās your turn. Really, is it? You know, Andrew, I donāt recall the last time you washed our feet? And they went around and then Jesus just gets up, takes off his outer garment, puts on a towel and starts washing peopleās feet. The lowest form of service that existed at that time.
Now, why would Peter take offense at that? You know why? Has anyone here have this happen, has someone washed his feet? I had an experience like that. Back in college, a campus fellowship that we were part of, decided that this would be a really cool thing to do. So, those of us who were the leaders of the fellowship went around and washed peopleās feet, sneakers of course, champions were in style, awfully sweaty by 7 oā clock at night, quite nasty, theyāre wonderful folks but I believe their hygiene stops at their ankles. It was dramatic. And then it was our turn. Then they had to wash our feet and I donāt think I was any more hygienic than my buddies. And after that I realized why that never became a sacrament, you know. Yeah, itās not a fun thing to do.
So, you would understand. If youād ever visited a doctor and had them probe around, donāt you know that feeling? Really? I mean, you just donāt ā¦. There are areas of our⦠we donāt want touched, we donāt want people to touch certain regions of our bodies, of our existence. And you know what? What is Jesus trying to say with this? heās not afraid to do and to touch the ugly places in your life. Heās not afraid to touch the ugly places.
You see, we all have them. We all have these dark, unmentionable corridors of our minds and of our hearts and our existence. And you know what Iām talking about, all of us. We know that weāre capable of great things. We know that weāre capable of greatness. We know the kind of people that we could become. We know the kind of legacy that we could achieve and we would do wonderful things if it wasnāt for this tragic flaw or two that we know exist deep down inside us that would undo us, that would undo the very good things that we would want to do.
In Spanish thereās a saying, you know, what you build with your hands, you kick apart with your feet. And so many of us can testify to that, what we do with our hands we mess up with our feet. And Jesus is saying āthen, let me wash your feet. Let me go there. Let me go to that particular. I know that you have, and you know what? I created you, Iām proud of you. I think youāre beautiful. I know what I can accomplish through you. I know why you are on this planet. I know that there are great things ahead of you. This thing is holding you back, this thing is keeping you from achieving what I have put you on this planet to achieve. You are amazing. And in my hands youāre going to do amazing things, but youāve got to get rid of this thing. Let me touch you. Let me heal it. Surrender it to me. Let me wash your feet.
And tonight my challenge to you is: you cannot possibly shock God. Thereās nothing about your life, the worst memory, the most shameful act, the craziest affair, the most unquotable conversation, the darkest night, thereās nothing that you can reveal to God or confess to God he doesnāt already know, and that wouldnāt have already shocked him. And youāve been carrying that around enough. Youāve gone through that hell enough. The devil has taken advantage of your closet enough. Satan put you into that trap and now heās making you pay the fare, over and over, and over, and over again. And let me tell you, your God didnāt create you for that. Your God created you to be free. Your God created you to do things on this planet. Your God created you to accomplish great things. Your God created you for beauty and for greatness, and for wonderful things on this planet and beyond. But youāve got to let him wash your feet.
He says, if you donāt let me wash your feet, you have no part with me. Let me wash your feet. Give me those areas of your life, I know they exist, you know they exist. You aināt fooling nobody. Give them to me, Iāve got my basin, Iāve got my towel, Iāve got my love and Iāll wash your feet tonight.
So, he enters our world; he washes our feet and then thereās this final act: the Lord just prepares these guys for over, and over, and over, and over again because it was inconceivable even to them, even after 3 and a half years of ministry, that Jesus would pull a stop like this. It was inconceivable even at this hour, that Jesus would attempt to do this. Jesus takes our bullet. Jesus dies in our place so that we can have heaven. The grand triumph of his love.
Letās go to the very next chapter which is John, chapter 14. Now, Jesus has just given them this instruction. Iām telling you, love one another, Iām commanding you love one another. Love one another. Love one another. āā¦Where I am going you cannot follow now, but youāll follow later, he tells Peter. And Peter canāt handle that so Jesus says ādonāt worry, youāre going to have the roughest night of all, Peter, I know.ā
But then, he tells them all, in John chapter 14, verse 1: āDo not let your heart be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me. In my fatherās house are many rooms. If it were not so, I would have told you. Iām going there to prepare a place for you and if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me so that you may also be where I am. I know the way to the place where I am going. Thomas said to them āLord, we donāt know where youāre going, so how can we know the way?, and Jesus answered āI am the way, the truth and the life and no one comes to the father except through meā.
Essentially he says ātrust me, Iām taking you somewhereā. And many of us like Tom ask āwhere, where are you taking us? Where is this place? What is this about?ā
When you think of death, a woo I said the d word. Where is that? What is that about? Death has been in the Boston Globe an awful lot. Itās been in the Herald an awful a lot, itās been dealt wholesale in Roxbury and in Dorchester. When Jesus sees death, when Jesus sees the death, our death, the death of saints, what is he talking about?
You tell me what you think of your death and I can tell you how you live your life. You tell me about your death, I can tell you how you live your life. And you know what? I guarantee you this, most of us, Iād say the great majority of us if we were told, would say that our hearts tell us that we are eternal. Our hearts tell us that we were made to live forever. Our hearts tell us that heaven exists. Really. And some of the people who you would least suspect, are the very people who most long for, who most ask for, who are most crying out for this heaven. When a drug addict ods theyāre trying to get to that place. Theyāre trying to get to this place where theyāre feeling that pain. Theyāre trying to get to that place where theyāre free from this planet, theyāre trying to get to that place when what is around them, the devilās work no longer reaches them. And thatās what theyāre trying to when theyāre doing that. Theyāre trying to get to that place.
When someone, man, woman, weāve got plenty in this church, go through serial sexual relationships and are destroyedā¦. Degree by degree every time they have one of these encounters, like the Samaritan woman that Jesus encounters by the well, this is your, you know, hey I know heās not your husband, youāre number six, youāve had five. And heās looking at the shipwreck, the wreckage of this life. It wasnāt accusation, it was compassion. He was seeing that this woman was trying to get to that place. And she was incapable because thatās not the way. He is the way.
Now, literature. What do you think that human literature, what do you think that Hollywood, what do you think that weāre full of these imageries? What do you think that three years in a road to keep a country captivated? You know, where do you think we get ideas like this? you know, Morridor, and Elfs, orks, you know, beauty that glistens like waterfalls, that never existed except in a painterās wildest dream. Where do these images come from? The Chronicles of Narnia. What resources of the human mind do you think produces these images? Where do they come from? Iāll tell you where they come from. They come from our hearts telling us āthis place existsā, and a desire to get there.
And Jesus is here saying āIāve been to Narnia. Narnia exists. Itās a beautiful place. Iāve created it for you. You belong there. I want to take you there.ā
You know, I was a grown man before I finally read the Chronicles of Narnia and the more you read it, that lion in this book Aslan, I learned so much about Christology and the character of Jesus by reading through this image that C S Lewis created and in the very last book, donāt worry, thereās a lot to read, so Iām not ruining it for you, but in the very, very last book of the series, a book called āThe last battleā, the very last page and the very last paragraph he says āthe dream is ended. This is the morning.ā And as he spoke, he no longer looked to them, this Aslan, no longer looked to them like a lion. But the things that began to happen after that were so great and beautiful that I cannot write them and for us this is the end of all the stories and we can most truly say that they lived happily ever after. But for them it was only the beginning of the real story. All their life in this world, all their adventures in Narnia had only been the cover and the title page. Now, at last they were beginning chapter one of the great story which no one on earth has read which goes on forever and in which every chapter is better than the one before.
C S Lewis, when he wasnāt talking about childrenās stories, used to refer to this planet as the shadow lands. All that weāre doing is that weāre living through shadows. The reality awaits us, thereās more. And Jesus, Jesusā love is the way there.
Iām just going to leave us with this. Pastor Roberto has been reading the book of Ephesians and this is a promise that the Lord is making. This is how we get there.
āAs for you, you were dead, -this is chapter 2- as for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the rulers of the kingdom of the air. The spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient, the devilās work. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts, like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath, but because of his great love for us, because of his great love for us God who is rich in mercy made us alive with Christ, even when we were dead in transgressions, it is by grace you have been saved.ā
The invitation is to receive that grace, to receive that love and once youāve received that, let it do its work. The love of God is going to take care of the devilās work that has been afflicting your life, that has been limiting your life, that has been keeping you from becoming the person that you know God created you to be. In Jesusā name receive his love.
Why donāt you bow your head where you are? Just receive this prayer.
I am going to go out on a limb. If youāre here tonight and you have never openly received the love of Jesus and said āI want to receive Jesus as my savior. I want to receive his love. I want to be part of the story. I want him in my world. I want him up close, in personable and inside my work, not a religion. I donāt him to be my religion. I want him inside my life. If you canāt recall a time where you have asked him to wash your feet, and if the idea, without Jesus, of death is terrifying for you still, and you need him to rescue you from that fear, Iām going to invite you to raise your hands and Iām going to invite you to receive his love tonight. If thatās you, raise your hand. God bless you and God sees that. God sees that. God see that again.
Now, Iām going to say a special prayer over you. Iām going to say a special prayer for you. Keep your hand up, because youāre saying something to the Lord and heās communicating with you too.
In the name of Jesus, receive the love of God. In the name of Jesus, receive his presence and his life. In the name of Jesus, receive the embrace of your heavenly father. In the name of Jesus, welcome home. Welcome home. Welcome where you belong, at your fatherās table. In the name of Jesus I declare Godās protection over your life.
Now, you say this in your heart or aloud and pray this prayer with me: Father, I come to you by the invitation of the name of Jesus. I declare that without you I am lost. I declare that I need a Superman. I declare that I need a savior and I ask you to be my savior, to forgive every stupid thing Iāve done against you and wash my feet and make me hole and give me heaven. And give me heaven. And I receive your love in Jesusā name.